Tuesday, December 15, 2009

Test # 8... $%*&!!!


$%*&!!!!!

I'm having a really shitty day.

I didn't expect today's test to be positive, but seeing that negative was just about the last straw.

I'm having such a stressful day at work that I was physically shaking this morning from the tension. I love Christmas shopping but the strain of buying gifts for everyone on both sides of our families is leaving our bank account in terrible shape.
I'm exhausted and I've cried at my desk four times today.

It's cold and rainy. I just want to go back to bed.

8 comments:

  1. Darnit, that really sucks. I know how much hope goes into each of those OPKs and how crushing it is to see negative after negative. The good news: Your RE will use this info to set you up for success next cycle.

    The stress of this stuff is overwhelming sometimes. Hang in there, you will make it through this.

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  2. Ugh, I feel ya! Work has been rough for me too ... and Christmas shopping, yeah I haven't even started yet!

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  3. I'm so sorry, Stef. What a disappointment. Things take on such greater significance with Christmas coming up. I feel sure that you and your doctor will get the right formula to get things moving again. But if you want to feel crappy today, you just feel crappy and don't let anyone try to cheer you up.

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  4. Stef I am so sorry. It does suck royal balls. Things hit all at once huh. You should go home and take a long hot bath and maybe have your hubs take you out for dinner.

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  5. I am so sorry - that is so frustrating....but don't give up hope yet!!

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  6. Just sending a hug... Hope tomorrow is a bit more uplifting for you. Hang in there. ;)

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  7. Oh Stef, what a horrible day. Some days there is just too much to cope with. Tomorrow will be a better day, I'm sure.

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  8. How frustrating. I'm sorry...big hug to you. I hope today is better!

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